Last night I dreamed of old memories in a new world. But the emotions were the same. Except the outcome was different somewhere, for I was saved in a great rush of sorts from a fate that would leave me alone and forgotten. I wonder how this keeps coming back to me. I want to let go of the pain I have let build up within me. I want to cry a thousand tears and hold the One I love forever. But the One has not yet arrived. She has given me so much time to come to terms with my own Self and now I must have the courage to face all that I know I cannot know. I must love my Self truly and unconditionally. My friends have gone forward with their destinies. We have seen that even on this plane we have the ability to manifest what we know we want. Yet I no longer know what I want or desire. My heart has been set free, and when I truly realize this I will fly in the sky with the angels of the Air.