I have reached an essential point that I might here refer to as the fourth initiation.
I can not tell you more although more is definitely needed..I can only say what I know.
The winds have changed, this we know and can see. It is up to the eyes of the dweller to know that there is light which exists beyond the form of man. We may call this light the Great Spirit. Calling upon the seven Rays of Light, we offer ourselves to Mother Earth in gratitude for what we have been given - whether we have viewed our life circumstances as good or bad, may we all be thankful for our lives and our experiences.
Letting go of self and merging into the sea of consciousness, we lose the rigid concepts that hold the less initiated in their fixed places on the wheel. And we let our ideas of ourselves be washed away with the primordial waters of creative evolution. The Father of the Seas lets us be drowned and cast down to the bottom of the waters. And there we die, and we see the truth of our own nature as beings of form.
And the waves of formlessness come and overtake us then, and we emerge from the waters, a Beacon of Light upon the eternal night of the Soul that we have undertaken.
And so the light then manifests itself as form. Remember that the Eagle will always come to claim its food, and when the beings of form have reached a point where their own Will is strong enough to stand up to the Will of the Eagle, there is pivotal change. A great shift occurs within the soul; the human being is forever transformed. The form is lost in appearances but another set of trials await.  Remember this for it is key and it is fact. I am Astreia of the Family of Light.