Holding so tight that I forgot what I was clinging to
then I thought I saw a face I knew
beyond the wall of fog that keeps me here in this clouded state
yet in relinquishing control I receive the guidance I have strived for
 And nothing is as it seems,
the waking world is like a dream
compared to where I come from.
And yet I lost my memories
becoming engulfed in the heavy waves of misery
but then a light unfolded and my heart expanded
and something dormant became awakened.
My heart cries out for respite,
yet who can help me but myself?
Only in opening myself will I be able to let in the warm guidance of divine's love.
I am willing.
I am open.
My heart is beating faster and faster-
sometimes I lose the voice I never knew I had
but now I know that I am gaining back the expression of Truth
that is waiting just beyond the veil to cleanse my spirit
and once more I shall be whole.